forgive me...

This song that really mean to me....

"Forgive Me"

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me.

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

I Hate You

I hate you for the time you loss for me
I hate you for not being there when i need you
I hate you when u cant even answer my phone
I hate you when u cant even reply my msg
I hate you when u being mad at me for no reason
I hate you when u say sorry and realize that u're wrong
I hate you when u hate to see me cry when i need to cry
I hate you for not understand me
I hate you when you only needs me when u needs me but not when i need u
I hate you when you couldnt understand I really miss u and i need u the most
I hate you when you say something about your exgf
I hate you for being unhonest to me...
I hate you when u lie to me...
I hate you when u say that it is simple when the things is too complicated for me..
I hate you for breaking my trust in you..
I hate you so much...
Eventhough there are so many reason that I hate You and it make me feel dissappointed and
want to cry...I just believe with this one thing... that I luv u so much...

pokok

Aku nak sangat jadi sebatang pokok. kenapa? mungkin kerana aku tak sekuat pokok. pokok sentiasa berdiri tegak tak kira apa pun yang terjadi pada dirinya... dia tak mampu untuk pindahkan dirinya dan ditanam balik. disitu akarnya memegang tanah...disitu dia akan ddk tanpa mempedulikan ape yang terjadi disekelilingnya.
walaupun di toreh,dicantas dan dilukakan....dia masih disitu selagi akarnya memegang tanah... Bolehkah aku menjadi pokok? yang sentiasa kuat disitu walau apapun dugaan yang mendatang...tetap sabar menanti sehingga habis hayatnya... Hingga pada penghabisan hayatnya...walaupun daun keguguran dan tiada apa yang mampu dikeluarkan...
daun mahupun buah...dia tetap disitu bersama dahan yang hampir mati dan kering.... tetap menunggu...sehingga akarnya kehabisan segalanya untuk memegang tanah...disitula...tiba ajalnya...dan maka matila sebatang pokok..

the person that i luv and the person that i like the most

today i realize that we cannot have what we want in our life...even how much u want it...you just cant have it no matter what... for example...u luv this person so much but due to lot of things...u just cannot be with the person u want to be.... even how much you regret it and how much u cry for it... it just things that u cannot have... Allah must have something better for you that you did not realize... there are people who care and luv us but the are not as what we want... we always unsatisfied for having them or dont know how to see the best in that person... we always see in what we cant get... but that person is always there for u...luv u as much as that person can eventhough how much that person try to be as perfect as that person can.... until today...eventhough the person that we like the most is away from us...but still that person who luv us the most is unseen able by our eyes.... i hope that i can appreciate that person who luv me more than the person who i like the most. For the person that luv me...i know that u luv me so much until i cant really resist it anymore... i really appreciate what u have done for me... and what i know right now i dont want to lose u even a minute....plss be with me forever...cause i dont know how to walk in this world without u.... I luv u so much...